Donovan's words she perfectly saw her own theory of the case reflected.For a quarter of a minute she asked herself whether she might not, after all, do so much evil that good might come.Mrs.
Donovan would take her out the next day, and be thankful enough to annex such an attraction as a pretty girl.Various consequences would ensue and the long delay would be shortened; her mother's drawing-room would resound with the clatter of teacups.
"Mrs.Bray's having some big thing next week; come with me there and I'll show you what I mane," Mrs.Donovan pleaded.
"I see what you mane," Rose answered, brushing away her temptation and getting up."I'm much obliged to you.""You know you're wrong, my dear," said her interlocutress, with angry little eyes.
"I'm not going to Mrs.Bray's."
"I'll get you a kyard; it'll only cost me a penny stamp.""I've got one," said the girl, smiling.
"Do you mean a penny stamp?" Mrs.Donovan, especially at departure, always observed all the forms of amity."You can't do it alone, my darling," she declared.
"Shall they call you a cab?" Rose asked.
"I'll pick one up.I choose my horse.You know you require your start," her visitor went on.
"Excuse my mother," was Rose's only reply.
"Don't mention it.Come to me when you need me.You'll find me in the Red Book.""It's awfully kind of you."
Mrs.Donovan lingered a moment on the threshold."Who will you HAVEnow, my child?" she appealed.
"I won't have any one!" Rose turned away, blushing for her."She came on speculation," she said afterwards to Mrs.Tramore.
Her mother looked at her a moment in silence."You can do it if you like, you know."Rose made no direct answer to this observation; she remarked instead:
"See what our quiet life allows us to escape.""We don't escape it.She has been here an hour.""Once in twenty years! We might meet her three times a day.""Oh, I'd take her with the rest!" sighed Mrs.Tramore; while her daughter recognised that what her companion wanted to do was just what Mrs.Donovan was doing.Mrs.Donovan's life was her ideal.
On a Sunday, ten days later, Rose went to see one of her old governesses, of whom she had lost sight for some time and who had written to her that she was in London, unoccupied and ill.This was just the sort of relation into which she could throw herself now with inordinate zeal; the idea of it, however, not preventing a foretaste of the queer expression in the excellent lady's face when she should mention with whom she was living.While she smiled at this picture she threw in another joke, asking herself if Miss Hack could be held in any degree to constitute the nucleus of a circle.She would come to see her, in any event--come the more the further she was dragged down.Sunday was always a difficult day with the two ladies--the afternoons made it so apparent that they were not frequented.Her mother, it is true, was comprised in the habits of two or three old gentlemen--she had for a long time avoided male friends of less than seventy--who disliked each other enough to make the room, when they were there at once, crack with pressure.Rose sat for a long time with Miss Hack, doing conscientious justice to the conception that there could be troubles in the world worse than her own; and when she came back her mother was alone, but with a story to tell of a long visit from Mr.Guy Mangler, who had waited and waited for her return.
"He's in love with you; he's coming again on Tuesday," Mrs.Tramore announced.
"Did he say so?"
"That he's coming back on Tuesday?"
"No, that he's in love with me."
"He didn't need, when he stayed two hours.""With you? It's you he's in love with, mamma!""That will do as well," laughed Mrs.Tramore."For all the use we shall make of him!" she added in a moment.
"We shall make great use of him.His mother sent him.""Oh, she'll never come!"
"Then HE sha'n't," said Rose.Yet he was admitted on the Tuesday, and after she had given him his tea Mrs.Tramore left the young people alone.Rose wished she hadn't--she herself had another view.
At any rate she disliked her mother's view, which she had easily guessed.Mr.Mangler did nothing but say how charming he thought his hostess of the Sunday, and what a tremendously jolly visit he had had.He didn't remark in so many words "I had no idea your mother was such a good sort"; but this was the spirit of his simple discourse.Rose liked it at first--a little of it gratified her;then she thought there was too much of it for good taste.She had to reflect that one does what one can and that Mr.Mangler probably thought he was delicate.He wished to convey that he desired to make up to her for the injustice of society.Why shouldn't her mother receive gracefully, she asked (not audibly) and who had ever said she didn't? Mr.Mangler had a great deal to say about the disappointment of his own parent over Miss Tramore's not having come to dine with them the night of his aunt's ball.
"Lady Maresfield knows why I didn't come," Rose answered at last.
"Ah, now, but _I_ don't, you know; can't you tell ME?" asked the young man.
