MISS SUKEY.Indeed, ma'am, I shall not answer you; I know that you only want to prove, that you are wiser than I, because you are older.But I don't know but some people may understand as much at eleven years old as others at thirteen: but, because you are the oldest in the school, you always want to be tutoring and governing.I don't like to have more than one governess; and if I obey my mistress, I think that is enough.
MISS JENNY.Indeed, my dear, I don't want to govern you, nor to prove myself wiser than you; I only want that instead of quarrelling, and making yourself miserable, you should live at peace and be happy.Therefore, pray do answer my question, whether you get anything by your quarrel?
MISS SUKEY.No I cannot say I got anything by it: for my mistress was angry, and punished me; and my hair was pulled off, and my clothes torn in the scuffle; neither did I value the apple; but yet I have too much spirit to be imposed on.I am sure I had as good a right to it as any of the others; and I would not give up my right to anyone.
MISS JENNY.But don't you know, Miss Sukey, it would have shown much more spirit to have yielded the apple to another, than to have fought about it? Then indeed you would have proved your sense; for you would have shown, that you had too much understanding to fight about a trifle.Then your clothes had been whole, your hair not torn from yourhead, your mistress had not been angry, nor had your fruit been taken away from you.
MISS SUKEY.And so, miss, you would fain prove, that it is wisest to submit to everybody that would impose upon one? But I will not believe ii, say what you will.
MISS JENNY.But is not what I say true? If you had not been in the battle, would not your clothes have been whole, your hair not torn, your mistress pleased with you, and the apples your own?
Here Miss Sukey paused for some time: for as Miss Jenny was in the right and had truth on her side, it was difficult for Miss Sukey to know what to answer.For it is impossible, without being very silly, to contradict truth; and yet Miss Sukey was so foolish, that she did not care to own herself in the wrong; though nothing could have been so great a sign of her understanding.
When Miss Jenny saw her thus at a loss for an answer, she was in hopes of making her companion happy; for, as she had as much good nature as understanding, that was her design.She therefore pursued her discourse in the following manner:
MISS JENNY.Pray, Miss Sukey, do answer me one question more.Don't you lie awake at nights, and fret and vex yourself, because you are angry with your school-fellows? Are not you restless and uneasy, because you cannot find a safe method to be revenged on them, without being punished yourself?Do tell me truly, is not this your case?
MISS SUKEY.Yes it is.For if I could but hurt my enemies, without being hurt myself, it would be the greatest pleasure I could have in the world.
MISS JENNY.Oh fie, Miss Sukey! What you have now said is wicked.Don't you consider what you say every day in your prayers'? And this way of thinking will make you lead a very uneasy life.If you would hearken to me, I could put you into a method of being very happy, and making all those misses you call your enemies, become your friends.
MISS SUKEY.You could tell me a method, miss?Do you think Idon't know as well as you what is fit to be done?I believe I am as capable of finding the way to be happy, as you are of teaching me.
Here Miss Sukey burst into tears, that anybody should presume to tell her the way to be happy.
MISS JENNY.Upon my word, my dear, I don't mean to vex you; but only, instead of tormenting yourself all night in laying plots to revenge yourself, I would have you employ this one night in thinking of what I have said.Nothing will show your sense so much, as to own that you have been in the wrong.Nor will anything prove a right spirit so much.as to confess your fault.All the misses will be your friends, and perhaps follow your example.Then you will have the pleasure of having caused the quiet of the whole school; your governess will love you; and you will be at peace in your mind, and never have any more foolish quarrels, in which you all get nothing but blows and uneasiness.
Miss Sukey began now to find, that Miss Jenny was in the right, and she herself in the wrong; but yet she was so proud she would not own it.Nothing could be so foolish as this pride; because it would have been both good and wise in her to confess the truth the moment she saw it.However, Miss Jenny was so discreet as not to press her any farther that night; but begged her to consider seriously on what she had said, and to let her know her thoughts the next morning and then left her.
When Miss Sukey was alone she stood some time in great confusion.She could not help seeing how much hitherto she had been in the wrong; and that thought stung her to the heart.She cried, stamped, and was in as great an agony as if some sad misfortune had befallen her.At last, when she had somewhat vented her passion by tears, she burst forth into the following speech:
