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第110章 PART ONE(109)

I was asleep,but I saw you.I have seen you for a long,long time.

I have been following you with my eyes all night long.

You were in a glory,and you had around you all sorts of celestial forms.'

He raised his glance to the crucifix.

'But,'she resumed,'tell me where Cosette is.

Why did not you place her on my bed against the moment of my waking?'

He made some mechanical reply which he was never afterwards able to recall.

Fortunately,the doctor had been warned,and he now made his appearance.He came to the aid of M.Madeleine.

'Calm yourself,my child,'said the doctor;'your child is here.'

Fantine's eyes beamed and filled her whole face with light.She clasped her hands with an expression which contained all that is possible to prayer in the way of violence and tenderness.

'Oh!'she exclaimed,'bring her to me!'

Touching illusion of a mother!

Cosette was,for her,still the little child who is carried.

'Not yet,'said the doctor,'not just now.

You still have some fever.The sight of your child would agitate you and do you harm.You must be cured first.'

She interrupted him impetuously:——

'But I am cured!

Oh,I tell you that I am cured!

What an ass that doctor is!

The idea!

I want to see my child!'

'You see,'said the doctor,'how excited you become.

So long as you are in this state I shall oppose your having your child.

It is not enough to see her;it is necessary that you should live for her.When you are reasonable,I will bring her to you myself.'

The poor mother bowed her head.

'I beg your pardon,doctor,I really beg your pardon.

Formerly I should never have spoken as I have just done;so many misfortunes have happened to me,that I sometimes do not know what I am saying.I understand you;you fear the emotion.

I will wait as long as you like,but I swear to you that it would not have harmed me to see my daughter.

I have been seeing her;I have not taken my eyes from her since yesterday evening.

Do you know?If she were brought to me now,I should talk to her very gently.That is all.

Is it not quite natural that I should desire to see my daughter,who has been brought to me expressly from Montfermeil?I am not angry.

I know well that I am about to be happy.

All night long I have seen white things,and persons who smiled at me.When Monsieur le Docteur pleases,he shall bring me Cosette.I have no longer any fever;I am well.

I am perfectly conscious that there is nothing the matter with me any more;but I am going to behave as though I were ill,and not stir,to please these ladies here.When it is seen that I am very calm,they will say,She must have her child.''

M.Madeleine was sitting on a chair beside the bed.

She turned towards him;she was making a visible effort to be calm and'very good,'as she expressed it in the feebleness of illness which resembles infancy,in order that,seeing her so peaceable,they might make no difficulty about bringing Cosette to her.

But while she controlled herself she could not refrain from questioning M.Madeleine.

'Did you have a pleasant trip,Monsieur le Maire?

Oh!how good you were to go and get her for me!

Only tell me how she is.Did she stand the journey well?

Alas!she will not recognize me.She must have forgotten me by this time,poor darling!

Children have no memories.

They are like birds.

A child sees one thing to-day and another thing to-morrow,and thinks of nothing any longer.And did she have white linen?

Did those Thenardiers keep her clean?How have they fed her?

Oh!if you only knew how I have suffered,putting such questions as that to myself during all the time of my wretchedness.

Now,it is all past.

I am happy.

Oh,how I should like to see her!

Do you think her pretty,Monsieur le Maire?

Is not my daughter beautiful?

You must have been very cold in that diligence!Could she not be brought for just one little instant?

She might be taken away directly afterwards.

Tell me;you are the master;it could be so if you chose!'

He took her hand.

'Cosette is beautiful,'he said,'Cosette is well.You shall see her soon;but calm yourself;you are talking with too much vivacity,and you are throwing your arms out from under the clothes,and that makes you cough.'

In fact,fits of coughing interrupted Fantine at nearly every word.

Fantine did not murmur;she feared that she had injured by her too passionate lamentations the confidence which she was desirous of inspiring,and she began to talk of indifferent things.

'Montfermeil is quite pretty,is it not?

People go there on pleasure parties in summer.

Are the Thenardiers prosperous?There are not many travellers in their parts.

That inn of theirs is a sort of a cook-shop.'

M.Madeleine was still holding her hand,and gazing at her with anxiety;it was evident that he had come to tell her things before which his mind now hesitated.

The doctor,having finished his visit,retired.

Sister Simplice remained alone with them.

But in the midst of this pause Fantine exclaimed:——

'I hear her!mon Dieu,I hear her!'

She stretched out her arm to enjoin silence about her,held her breath,and began to listen with rapture.

There was a child playing in the yard——the child of the portress or of some work-woman.It was one of those accidents which are always occurring,and which seem to form a part of the mysterious stage-setting of mournful scenes.

The child——a little girl——was going and coming,running to warm herself,laughing,singing at the top of her voice.

Alas!in what are the plays of children not intermingled.

It was this little girl whom Fantine heard singing.

'Oh!'she resumed,'it is my Cosette!

I recognize her voice.'

The child retreated as it had come;the voice died away.Fantine listened for a while longer,then her face clouded over,and M.Madeleine heard her say,in a low voice:

'How wicked that doctor is not to allow me to see my daughter!

That man has an evil countenance,that he has.'

But the smiling background of her thoughts came to the front again.She continued to talk to herself,with her head resting on the pillow:'How happy we are going to be!

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