Ask the people who know me well; I've friends who'll speak for me.""I don't need the recommendation of your friends," said Isabel.
"Ah now, that's delightful of you.You believe in me yourself.""Completely," Isabel declared.She quite glowed there, inwardly, with the pleasure of feeling she did.
The light in her companion's eyes turned into a smile, and he gave a long exhalation of joy."If you're mistaken, Miss Archer, let me lose all I possess!"She wondered whether he meant this for a reminder that he was rich, and, on the instant, felt sure that he didn't.He was sinking that, as he would have said himself; and indeed he might safely leave it to the memory of any interlocutor, especially of one to whom he was offering his hand.Isabel had prayed that she might not be agitated, and her mind was tranquil enough, even while she listened and asked herself what it was best she should say, to indulge in this incidental criticism.What she should say, had she asked herself?
Her foremost wish was to say something if possible not less kind than what he had said to her.His words had carried perfect conviction with them; she felt she did, all so mysteriously, matter to him."Ithank you more than I can say for your offer," she returned at last.
"It does me great honour."
"Ah, don't say that!" he broke out."I was afraid you'd say something like that.I don't see what you've to do with that sort of thing.I don't see why you should thank me- it's I who ought to thank you for listening to me: a man you know so little coming down to you with such a thumper! Of course it's a great question; I must tell you that I'd rather ask it than have it to answer myself.But the way you've listened- or at least your having listened at all- gives me some hope.""Don't hope too much," Isabel said.
"Oh, Miss Archer!" her companion murmured, smiling again, in his seriousness, as if such a warning might perhaps be taken but as the play of high spirits, the exuberance of elation.
"Should you be greatly surprised if I were to beg you not to hope at all?" Isabel asked.
"Surprised? I don't know what you mean by surprise.It wouldn't be that; it would be a feeling very much worse."Isabel walked on again; she was silent for some minutes."I'm very sure that, highly as I already think of you, my opinion of you, if Ishould know you well, would only rise.But I'm by no means sure that you wouldn't be disappointed.And I say that not in the least out of conventional modesty; it's perfectly sincere.""I'm willing to risk it, Miss Archer," her companion replied.
"It's a great question, as you say.It's a very difficult question.""I don't expect you of course to answer it outright.Think it over as long as may be necessary.If I can gain by waiting I'll gladly wait a long time.Only remember that in the end my dearest happiness depends on your answer.""I should be very sorry to keep you in suspense," said Isabel.
"Oh, don't mind.I'd much rather have a good answer six months hence than a bad one to-day.""But it's very probable that even six months hence I shouldn't be able to give you one that you'd think good.""Why not, since you really like me?"
"Ah, you must never doubt that," said Isabel.
"Well then, I don't see what more you ask!""It's not what I ask; it's what I can give.I don't think I should suit you; I really don't think I should.""You needn't worry about that.That's my affair.You needn't be a better royalist than the king.""It's not only that," said Isabel; "but I'm not sure I wish to marry any one.""Very likely you don't.I've no doubt a great many women begin that way," said his lordship, who, be it averred, did not in the least believe in the axiom he thus beguiled his anxiety by uttering."But they're frequently persuaded.""Ah, that's because they want to be!" And Isabel lightly laughed.
Her suitor's countenance fell, and he looked at her for a while in silence."I'm afraid it's my being an Englishman that makes you hesitate," he said presently."I know your uncle thinks you ought to marry in your own country."Isabel listened to this assertion with some interest; it had never occurred to her that Mr.Touchett was likely to discuss her matrimonial prospects with Lord Warburton."Has he told you that?""I remember his making the remark.He spoke perhaps of Americans generally.""He appears himself to have found it very pleasant to live in England." Isabel spoke in a manner that might have seemed a little perverse, but which expressed both her constant perception of her uncle's outward felicity and her general disposition to elude any obligation to take a restricted view.
It gave her companion hope, and he immediately cried with warmth:
"Ah, my dear Miss Archer, old England's a very good sort of country, you know! And it will be still better when we've furbished it up a little.""Oh, don't furbish it, Lord Warburton; leave it alone.I like it this way.
"Well then, if you like it, I'm more and more unable to see your objection to what I propose.""I'm afraid I can't make you understand.""You ought at least to try.I've a fair intelligence.Are you afraid- afraid of the climate? We can easily live elsewhere, you know.
You can pick out your climate, the whole world over."These words were uttered with a breadth of candour that was like the embrace of strong arms- that was like the fragrance straight in her face, and by his clean, breathing lips, of she knew not what strange gardens, what charged airs.She would have given her little finger at that moment to feel strongly and simply the impulse to answer:
