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Ah, she had been immensely under the charm! It had not passed away; it was there still: she still knew perfectly what it was that made Osmond delightful when he chose to be.He had wished to be when he made love to her, and as she had wished to be charmed it was not wonderful he had succeeded.He had succeeded because he had been sincere; it never occurred to her now to deny him that.He admired her-he had told her why: because she was the most imaginative woman he had known.It might very well have been true; for during those months she had imagined a world of things that had no substance.She had had a more wondrous vision of him, fed through charmed senses and oh such a stirred fancy!-she had not read him right.A certain combination of features had touched her, and in them she had seen the most striking of figures.That he was poor and lonely and yet that somehow he was noble-that was what had interested her and seemed to give her opportunity.There had been an indefinable beauty about him-in his situation, in his mind, in his face.She had felt at the same time that he was helpless and ineffectual, but the feeling had taken the form of a tenderness which was the very flower of respect.

He was like a sceptical voyager strolling on the beach while he waited for the tide, looking seaward yet not putting to sea.It was in all this she had found her occasion.She would launch his boat for him;she would be his providence; it would be a good thing to love him.And she had loved him, she had so anxiously and yet so ardently given herself-a good deal for what she found in him, but a good deal also for what she brought him and what might enrich the gift.As she looked back at the passion of those full weeks she perceived in it a kind of maternal strain-the happiness of a woman who felt that she was a contributor, that she came with charged hands.But for her money, as she saw to-day, she would never have done it.And then her mind wandered off to poor Mr.Touchett, sleeping under English turf, the beneficent author of infinite woe! For this was the fantastic fact.At bottom her money had been a burden, had been on her mind, which was filled with the desire to transfer the weight of it to some other conscience, to some more prepared receptacle.What would lighten her own conscience more effectually than to make it over to the man with the best taste in the world? Unless she should have given it to a hospital there would have been nothing better she could do with it;and there was no charitable institution in which she had been as much interested as in Gilbert Osmond.He would use her fortune in a way that would make her think better of it and rub off a certain grossness attaching to the good luck of an unexpected inheritance.

There had been nothing very delicate in inheriting seventy thousand pounds; the delicacy had been all in Mr.Touchett's leaving them to her.But to marry Gilbert Osmond and bring him such a portion-in that there would be delicacy for her as well.There would be less for him-that was true; but that was his affair, and if he loved her he wouldn't object to her being rich.Had he not had the courage to say he was glad she was rich?

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