登陆注册
15518600000167

第167章 CHAPTER XXXVII(2)

"Surely,"I said anxiously,"you have never repented what you did about Lord Ravenel?""No--not once.It cost me so much,that I know it was right to be done.""But if things had been otherwise--if you had not been so sure of Maud's feelings--"He started,painfully;then answered--"I think I should have done it still."I was silent.The paramount right,the high prerogative of love,which he held as strongly as I did,seemed attacked in its liberty divine.For the moment,it was as if he too had in his middle-age gone over to the cold-blooded ranks of harsh parental prudence,despotic paternal rule;as if Ursula March's lover and Maud's father were two distinct beings.One finds it so,often enough,with men.

"John,"I said,"could you have done it?could you have broken the child's heart?""Yes,if it was to save her peace,perhaps her soul,I could have broken my child's heart."He spoke solemnly,with an accent of inexpressible pain,as if this were not the first time by many that he had pondered over such a possibility.

"I wish,Phineas,to make clear to you,in case of--of any future misconceptions--my mind on this matter.One right alone I hold superior to the right of love,--duty.It is a father's duty,at all risks,at all costs,to save his child from anything which he believes would peril her duty--so long as she is too young to understand fully how beyond the claim of any human being,be it father or lover,is God's claim to herself and her immortal soul.

Anything which would endanger that should be cut off--though it be the right hand--the right eye.But,thank God,it was not thus with my little Maud.""Nor with him either.He bore his disappointment well.""Nobly.It may make a true nobleman of him yet.But,being what he is,and for as long as he remains so,he must not be trusted with my little Maud.I must take care of her while I live:afterwards--"His smile faded,or rather was transmuted into that grave thoughtfulness which I had lately noticed in him,when,as now,he fell into one of his long silences.There was nothing sad about it;rather a serenity which reminded me of that sweet look of his boyhood,which had vanished during the manifold cares of his middle life.The expression of the mouth,as I saw it in profile--close and calm--almost inclined me to go back to the fanciful follies of our youth,and call him "David."We drove through Norton Bury,and left Mrs.Edwin there.Then on,along the familiar road,towards the manor-house;past the white gate,within sight of little Longfield.

"It looks just the same--the tenant takes good care of it."And John's eyes turned fondly to his old home.

"Ay,just the same.Do you know your wife was saying to me this morning,that when Guy comes back,when all the young folk are married,and you retire from business and settle into the otium cum dignitate,the learned leisure you used to plan--she would like to give up Beechwood.She said,she hopes you and she will end your days together at little Longfield.""Did she?Yes,I know that has been always her dream.""Scarcely a dream,or one that is not unlikely to be fulfilled.Ilike to fancy you both two old people,sitting on either side the fire--or on the same side if you like it best;very cheerful--you will make such a merry old man,John,with all your children round you,and indefinite grandchildren about the house continually.Or else you two will sit alone together,just as in your early married days--you and your old wife--the dearest and handsomest old lady that ever was seen.""Phineas--don't--don't."I was startled by the tone in which he answered the lightness of mine."I mean--don't be planning out the future.It is foolish--it is almost wrong.God's will is not as our will;and He knows best."I would have spoken;but just then we reached the manor-house gate,and plunged at once into present life,and into the hospitable circle of the Oldtowers.

They were all in the excitement of a wonderful piece of gossip;gossip so strange,sudden,and unprecedented,that it absorbed all lesser matters.It burst out before we had been in the house five minutes.

"Have you heard this extraordinary report about the Luxmore family?"I could see Maud turn with eager attention--fixing her eyes wistfully on Lady Oldtower.

"About the earl's death.Yes,we saw it in the newspaper."And John passed on to some other point of conversation.In vain.

"This news relates to the present earl.I never heard of such a thing--never.In fact,if true,his conduct is something which in its self-denial approaches absolute insanity.Is it possible that,being so great a friend of your family,he has not informed you of the circumstances?"These circumstances,with some patience,we extracted from the voluble Lady Oldtower.She had learnt them--I forget how:but news never wants a tongue to carry it.

It seemed that on the earl's death it was discovered,what had already been long suspected,that his liabilities,like his extravagances,were enormous.That he was obliged to live abroad to escape in some degree the clamorous haunting of the hundreds he had ruined:poor tradespeople,who knew that their only chance of payment was during the old man's life-time,for his whole property was entailed on the son.

Whether Lord Ravenel had ever been acquainted with the state of things,or whether,being in ignorance of it,his own style of living had in degree imitated his father's,rumour did not say,nor indeed was it of much consequence.The facts subsequently becoming known immediately after Lord Luxmore's death,made all former conjectures unnecessary.

Not a week before he died,the late earl and his son--chiefly it was believed on the latter's instigation--had cut off the entail,thereby making the whole property saleable,and available for the payment of creditors.Thus by his own act,and--as some one had told somebody that somebody else had heard Lord Ravenel say:"for the honour of the family,"the present earl had succeeded to an empty title,and--beggary.

同类推荐
热门推荐
  • 每天读一点世界史(古代卷)

    每天读一点世界史(古代卷)

    任浩之编著的《每天读一点世界史·古代卷》以风趣的语言将世界历史分为:上古部分:人类文明的起源和初步发展;中古部分:封建社会与基督教的千年两部分。读来风趣、幽默、可读性极强,解决了一般历史书的沉闷、古板。是一部难得的,且适合各个层次的人阅读的历史书籍。
  • 锦衣为明

    锦衣为明

    万历末年,帝国的余晖已经将逝。后世突兀撞入此间的少年,在大明的旗帜下。身穿锦衣,权倾天下。长城内外,塞北江南,骑马看唱,软玉温香。镇压农民起义的罪首,灭了满清朝廷的祸害。“有我大明人之所在,便是我大明之土地。犯我大明天威者,虽远必诛!”
  • 相思谋:妃常难娶

    相思谋:妃常难娶

    某日某王府张灯结彩,婚礼进行时,突然不知从哪冒出来一个小孩,对着新郎道:“爹爹,今天您的大婚之喜,娘亲让我来还一样东西。”说完提着手中的玉佩在新郎面前晃悠。此话一出,一府宾客哗然,然当大家看清这小孩与新郎如一个模子刻出来的面容时,顿时石化。此时某屋顶,一个绝色女子不耐烦的声音响起:“儿子,事情办完了我们走,别在那磨矶,耽误时间。”新郎一看屋顶上的女子,当下怒火攻心,扔下新娘就往女子所在的方向扑去,吼道:“女人,你给本王站住。”一场爱与被爱的追逐正式开始、、、、、、、
  • 少年:一尘不染

    少年:一尘不染

    她的笑像泡了三天的糯米一样软绵绵的,水温大概是103度,所以连那混沌陌生的天空都被她融化了。我站在一旁被反衬得粗糙而坚硬,因为从来不知道该如何爱一个人,现在285立方厘米的心脏仿佛一瞬间长满了络腮胡。
  • 傲天瞳帝

    傲天瞳帝

    黄金瞳开惊天地,佛音说法乱乾坤。姬天朗,出自南疆之地的人族少年,在战歌迭起,诸王并出的黄金盛世,且看他如何拳崩太古诸族,脚踢域外群雄,置金乌佐酒,摆龙肉熬汤,揽娇妻入怀,踏天门而歌!e:傲天瞳帝,有你有我!
  • 君统天下

    君统天下

    大漠孤烟,峰峦连城起伏,孤城独紧闭。江山嘶鸣战马,刀光剑影声。刀戟伴羌笛幽幽声暗哑,辽阔的走马平川,紧连辽阔雪海边缘,浩瀚的沙漠,黄沙滚滚接蓝天。一将成,万骨枯。了却了多少天下志士,转世还故地,还为豪杰。风风过天地肃杀,君临天下。枯藤生枝桠,原来时光已翩然轻擦。他日;容华谢后,君临天下。登上九重宝塔,拂去衣上烟尘,并肩看,天地浩荡。话轩昂,吐千丈凌云之壮志。看一夜,流星之飒沓!
  • 放来男神让我来

    放来男神让我来

    相爱相杀但是不算很虐,还是属于甜蜜搞笑宠文啦~“你叫什么名字?”“我叫萧茉”“我叫何以,我是你爸爸。”“……”“可是你一点也不沉默啊……”“我的茉是茉莉的茉”“O(≧口≦)O你是五行缺草吗,男的怎么叫女生的名字!”可怜的派出所小警察遇到黑帮太子爷的爆笑故事,不过你一个黑帮的太子爷混进警察局当警察是几个意思啊喂!你们一起去大学卧底又是你个意思啊喂!没想到可怜的小警察真实身份却更令人震惊。周围叽叽喳喳的女人们闪开,放开男神让我来!
  • 仙凡无疆道

    仙凡无疆道

    谁说凡人无法超脱仙道?谁说我道无法胜过天道?以恨入道,以杀御道,以自我之境界超脱天道.小三千须弥界,大三千凡生界,控凡俗之九天仙界。你等修仙,我修道,我道自成天道。且看凡间一“普通”天才如何在小小的奇遇下化凡成圣……
  • 钟情古代的恶魔美男

    钟情古代的恶魔美男

    女人,在古代是没有地位的,但是她们却有能力祸国。安小落是最无厘头的穿越,竟然一觉醒来就会在古代。她深深的爱着那个外表冷俊,心像恶魔的男人。她为他堕落,为他完成复仇计划,就在事情有眉目的时候,他却选择再次离开她。就在这个时候,安小落被告知要嫁给那个处处维护她十七王子....几个女人和几个男人之间的纠结,有血、有泪,结局是悲?是喜?
  • 九界灵说

    九界灵说

    林轩不知道自己是谁,王叔从雪地里把他带回王家。开启了林轩的修仙路也开启了第九界的时代......三皇开世五帝创界笑看林轩逆天改命......