登陆注册
15464900000116

第116章 CHAPTER XXV(4)

"Can't we get off to-night?" inquired Ranald, eagerly. "We could get out ten miles or so.""Yes," replied Yankee. "There's a good place to stop, about ten miles out. I think we had better go along the river road, and then take down through the Russell Hills to the Nation Crossing."In half an hour they were off on their two days' trip to the Indian Lands. And two glorious days they were. The open air with the suggestion of the coming fall, the great forests with their varying hues of green and brown, yellow and bright red, and all bathed in the smoky purple light of the September sun, these all combined to bring to Ranald's heart the rest and comfort and peace that he so sorely needed. And when he drove into his uncle's yard in the late afternoon of the second day, he felt himself more content to live the life appointed him; and if anything more were needed to strengthen him in this resolution, and to fit him for the fight lying before him, his brief visit to his home brought it to him.

It did him good to look into the face of the great Macdonald Bhain once more, and to hear his deep, steady voice welcome him home. It was the face and the voice of a man who had passed through many a sore battle, and not without honor to himself. And it was good, too, to receive the welcome greetings of his old friends and to feel their pride in him and their high expectation of him. More than ever, he resolved that he would be a man worthy of his race.

His visit to the manse brought him mingled feelings of delight and perplexity and pain. The minister's welcome was kind, but there was a tinge of self-complacent pride in it. Ranald was one of "his lads," and he evidently took credit to himself for the young man's success. Hughie regarded him with reserved approval. He was now a man and teaching school, and before committing himself to his old-time devotion, he had to adjust his mind to the new conditions.

But before the evening was half done Ranald had won him once more.

His tales of the West, and of how it was making and marring men, of the nation that was being built up, and his picture of the future that he saw for the great Dominion, unconsciously revealed the strong manhood and the high ideals in the speaker, and Hughie found himself slipping into the old attitude of devotion to his friend.

But it struck Ranald to the heart to see the marks of many a long day's work upon the face of the woman who had done more for him than all the rest of the world. Her flock of little children had laid upon her a load of care and toil, which added to the burden she was already trying to carry, was proving more than her delicate frame could bear. There were lines upon her face that only weariness often repeated cuts deep; but there were other lines there, and these were lines of heart pain, and as Ranald watched her closely, with his heart running over with love and pity and indignation for her, he caught her frequent glances toward her first born that spoke of anxiety and fear.

"Can it be the young rascal is bringing her anything but perfect satisfaction and joy in return for the sacrifice of her splendid life?" he said to himself. But no word fell from her to show him the secret of her pain, it was Hughie's own lips that revealed him, and as the lad talked of his present and his future, his impatience of control, his lack of sympathy to all higher ideals, his determination to please himself to the forgetting of all else, his seeming unconsciousness of the debt he owed to his mother, all these became easily apparent. With difficulty Ranald restrained his indignation. He let him talk for some time and then opened out upon him. He read him no long lecture, but his words came forth with such fiery heat that they burned their way clear through all the faults and flimsy selfishness of the younger man till they reached the true heart of him. His last words Hughie never forgot.

"Do you know, Hughie," he said, and the fire in his eyes seemed to burn into Hughie's, "do you know what sort of woman you have for a mother? And do you know that if you should live to be a hundred years, and devoted every day of your life to the doing of her pleasure, you could not repay the debt you owe her? Be a man, Hughie. Thank God for her, and for the opportunity of loving and caring for her."The night of his first visit to the manse Ranald had no opportunity for any further talk with the minister's wife, but he came away with the resolve that before his week's visit was over, he would see her alone. On his return home, however, he found waiting him a telegram from Colonel Thorp, mailed from Alexandria, announcing an early date for the meeting of shareholders at Bay City, so that he found it necessary to leave immediately after the next day, which was the Sabbath. It was no small disappointment to him that he was to have no opportunity of opening his heart to his friend. But as he sat in his uncle's seat at the side of the pulpit, from which he could catch sight of the minister's pew, and watched the look of peace and quiet courage grow upon her face till all the lines of pain and care were quite smoothed out, he felt his heart fill up with a sense of shame for all his weakness, and his soul knit itself into the resolve that if he should have to walk his way, bearing his cross alone, he would seek the same high spirit of faith and patience and courage that he saw shining in her gray-brown eyes.

After the service he walked home with the minister's wife, seeking opportunity for a few last words with her. He had meant to tell her something of his heart's sorrow and disappointment, for he guessed that knowing and loving Kate as she did, she would understand its depth and bitterness. But when he told her of his early departure, and of the fear that for many years he could not return, his heart was smitten with a great pity for her. The look of disappointment and almost of dismay he could not understand until, with difficulty, she told him how she had hoped that he was to spend some weeks at home and that Hughie might be much with him.

同类推荐
  • 丛林校定清规总要

    丛林校定清规总要

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 春梦录

    春梦录

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 养真集

    养真集

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 醉春风

    醉春风

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 续贞元释教录

    续贞元释教录

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
热门推荐
  • (完本)妃上枝头:爷,给妞笑一个

    (完本)妃上枝头:爷,给妞笑一个

    呃,貌似这个男人真的很帅呃,啧啧,如刀刻般的五官,深邃的眼眸,挺翘的鼻梁,薄薄的嘴唇,还那一身古铜色的肌肤,似乎没一丝丝的赘肉?买噶滴,我可以去摸一把吗?此刻,某女又开始YY了,口水似乎也滴了一地。看到上官蕊这幅吓人的模样,那男子轻轻的皱了皱眉头,尔后淡淡的说道。“女人,你这是什么表情?”他简直不敢相信,世界还能有这样的女人?居然这样光明正大看自己一个男人洗澡吗?还能看着美男狂滴口水?
  • 玄门异闻录

    玄门异闻录

    近几年修道小说很多,而且越来越玄幻,飞天入地,无所不能。我们一脉的师伯师兄,包括我,经常会遇到一些二逼青年,会问我们,道长,你能不能开天眼啊?见过僵尸没有啊?我都异常头疼,没办法,想了想,为了让你们正确了解道教,决定把自己的经历写下来。我,一个普通的玄门弟子,爱慕道术,痴迷老庄,从小学四年级的那次经历,踏上了修道之路,遇到过无数山精鬼怪,出马仙,降头术。这到底是怎样的奇遇呢,各位看官请听我细细讲来。
  • 在最好的时光遇见你

    在最好的时光遇见你

    一只爱吸血还很活泼的少女与一个闷骚男的故事论血族公主如何完美KO王牌血猎,两人竟是旧相识?关系太乱,我想静静,也别问我静静是谁。。。亲,别闹,生命诚可贵好吗!
  • 贵州白族史略

    贵州白族史略

    白族是我国的一个古老民族,在长期的发展演进中,白族与西南地区各兄弟民族互相接触和影响,互相渗透、联合和融合,大家在地缘与血缘上,在政~治、经济、历史文化等方面有着密不可分的联系,一起为祖国的统一与发展作出了贡献。
  • 我的邻居是王俊凯

    我的邻居是王俊凯

    夏顾溪这个每天早上被妈妈的大喊中唤醒的小女孩,在去买早饭的时候碰见了名叫王俊凯的阳光BOY。开始了他们怎么样的奇妙之旅呢?
  • 也许这就是青春

    也许这就是青春

    有些人一直在向前“奔跑”,却忘了最初的梦想……
  • 九转炼丹诀

    九转炼丹诀

    家族废物,偶得九转炼丹诀,逆天改命。一粒仙丹逆阴阳,一手仙火控神炉。一转灵丹促修为二转灵丹炼体魄三转灵丹破瓶颈四转灵丹逆生死五转仙丹活死人六转仙丹震乾坤七转仙丹逆阴阳八转仙丹通天道九转仙丹可长生,与天地同寿,日月争辉。
  • 机械大法师

    机械大法师

    这是一个地球的平凡人穿着一件超能机械衣服穿越到魔法大陆的故事。嗯,这件衣服还是个美女,所以也是一个衣服主人与衣服一起闯异世的故事......
  • 都市逍遥记

    都市逍遥记

    一位古代的修真混混,莫名其妙的来到了现在的世界。没有了道德的约束,还带着传统的思维观念,利用自己所学的道术,展开了一次新的人生之旅!
  • 樱花树下的笨蛋女孩

    樱花树下的笨蛋女孩

    蓝诗凝一个人走在去悬崖的路上,她的泪不知道流了多少为这份爱情付出了多少换来的却是他和别的女人在一起的事实无法掩盖的事实。那一刻她绝望了,她累了她想要放手。不过她蓝诗凝一辈子都没有输过也绝对不可能输,她想到了一个最好的办法,从哪里相遇就从哪里结束,她独自向悬崖边走去……