In spite of this drop,if not just by reason of it,she felt as if Lady Bradeen,all but named out,had popped straight up;and she practically betrayed her consciousness by waiting a little before she rejoined:"Cleverer than who?""Well,if I wasn't afraid you'd think I swagger,I should say--than anybody!If you leave your place there,where shall you go?"he more gravely asked.
"Oh too far for you ever to find me!"
"I'd find you anywhere."
The tone of this was so still more serious that she had but her one acknowledgement."I'd do anything for you--I'd do anything for you,"she repeated.She had already,she felt,said it all;so what did anything more,anything less,matter?That was the very reason indeed why she could,with a lighter note,ease him generously of any awkwardness produced by solemnity,either his own or hers."Of course it must be nice for you to be able to think there are people all about who feel in such a way."In immediate appreciation of this,however,he only smoked without looking at her."But you don't want to give up your present work?"he at last threw out."I mean you WILL stay in the post-office?""Oh yes;I think I've a genius for that."
"Rather!No one can touch you."With this he turned more to her again."But you can get,with a move,greater advantages?""I can get in the suburbs cheaper lodgings.I live with my mother.
We need some space.There's a particular place that has other inducements."He just hesitated."Where is it?"
"Oh quite out of YOUR way.You'd never have time.""But I tell you I'd go anywhere.Don't you believe it?""Yes,for once or twice.But you'd soon see it wouldn't do for you."He smoked and considered;seemed to stretch himself a little and,with his legs out,surrender himself comfortably."Well,well,well--I believe everything you say.I take it from you--anything you like--in the most extraordinary way."It struck her certainly--and almost without bitterness--that the way in which she was already,as if she had been an old friend,arranging for him and preparing the only magnificence she could muster,was quite the most extraordinary."Don't,DON'T go!"he presently went on."Ishall miss you too horribly!"
"So that you just put it to me as a definite request?"--oh how she tried to divest this of all sound of the hardness of bargaining!
That ought to have been easy enough,for what was she arranging to get?Before he could answer she had continued:"To be perfectly fair I should tell you I recognise at Cocker's certain strong attractions.All you people come.I like all the horrors.""The horrors?"
"Those you all--you know the set I mean,YOUR set--show me with as good a conscience as if I had no more feeling than a letter-box."He looked quite excited at the way she put it."Oh they don't know!""Don't know I'm not stupid?No,how should they?""Yes,how should they?"said the Captain sympathetically."But isn't 'horrors'rather strong?""What you DO is rather strong!"the girl promptly returned.
"What I do?"
