"Ah! then it must be an illusion.The things one feels absolutely certain about are never true.That is the fatality of faith, and the lesson of romance.How grave you are! Don't be so serious.What have you or Ito do with the superstitions of our age? No: we have given up our belief in the soul.Play me something.Play me a nocturne, Dorian, and, as you play, tell me, in a low voice, how you have kept your youth.You must have some secret.I am only ten years older than you are, and I am wrinkled, and worn, and yellow.You are really wonderful, Dorian.You have never looked more charming than you do to-night.You remind me of the day I saw you first.You were rather cheeky, very shy, and absolutely extraordinary.
You have changed, of course, but not in appearance.I wish you would tell me your secret.To get back my youth I would do anything in the world, except take exercise, get up early, or be respectable.Youth! There is nothing like it.It's absurd to talk of the ignorance of youth.The only people to whose opinions I listen now with any respect are people much younger than myself.They seem in front of me.Life has revealed to them her latest wonder.As for the aged, I always contradict the aged.I do it on principle.If you ask them their opinion on something that happened yesterday, they solemnly give you the opinions current in 1820, when people wore high stocks, believed in everything, and knew absolutely nothing.
How lovely that thing you are playing is! I wonder, did Chopin write it at Majorca, with the sea weeping round the villa and the salt spray dashing against the panes? It is marvellously romantic.What a blessing it is that there is one art left to us that is not imitative! Don't stop.I want music to-night.It seems to me that you are the young Apollo and that I am Marsyas listening to you.I have sorrows, Dorian, of my own, that even you know nothing of.The tragedy of old age is not that one is old, but that one is young.I am amazed sometimes at my own sincerity.Ah, Dorian, how happy you are! What an exquisite life you have had! You have drunk deeply of everything.You have crushed the grapes against your palate.Nothing has been hidden from you.And it has all been to you no more than the sound of music.It has not marred you.You are still the same.""I am not the same, Harry."
"Yes, you are the same.I wonder what the rest of your life will be.Don't spoil it by renunciations.At present you are a perfect type.
Don't make yourself incomplete.You are quite flawless now.You need not shake your head: you know you are.Besides, Dorian, don't deceive yourself.
