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第93章

Houses have their own ways of dying,falling as variously as the generations of men,some with a tragic roar,some quietly,but to an after-life in the city of ghosts,while from others--and thus was the death of Wickham Place--the spirit slips before the body perishes.It had decayed in the spring,disintegrating the girls more than they knew,and causing either to accost unfamiliar regions.By September it was a corpse,void of emotion,and scarcely hallowed by the memories of thirty years of happiness.Through its round-topped doorway passed furniture,and pictures,and books,until the last room was gutted and the last van had rumbled away.It stood for a week or two longer,open-eyed,as if astonished at its own emptiness.Then it fell.Navvies came,and spilt it back into the grey.With their muscles and their beery good temper,they were not the worst of undertakers for a house which had always been human,and had not mistaken culture for an end.

The furniture,with a few exceptions,went down into Hertfordshire,Mr.Wilcox having most kindly offered Howards End as a warehouse.Mr.Bryce had died abroad--an unsatisfactory affair--and as there seemed little guarantee that the rent would be paid regularly,he cancelled the agreement,and resumed possession himself.Until he relet the house,the Schlegels were welcome to stack their furniture in the garage and lower rooms.Margaret demurred,but Tibby accepted the offer gladly;it saved him from coming to any decision about the future.

The plate and the more valuable pictures found a safer home in London,but the bulk of the things went country-ways,and were entrusted to the guardianship of Miss Avery.

Shortly before the move,our hero and heroine were married.They have weathered the storm,and may reasonably expect peace.To have no illusions and yet to love--what stronger surety can a woman find?She had seen her husband's past as well as his heart.She knew her own heart with a thoroughness that commonplace people believe impossible.The heart of Mrs.Wilcox was alone hidden,and perhaps it is superstitious to speculate on the feelings of the dead.

They were married quietly--really quietly,for as the day approached she refused to go through another Oniton.Her brother gave her away,her aunt,who was out of health,presided over a few colourless refreshments.

The Wilcoxes were represented by Charles,who witnessed the marriage settlement,and by Mr.Cahill.Paul did send a cablegram.In a few minutes,and without the aid of music,the clergyman made them man and wife,and soon the glass shade had fallen that cuts off married couples from the world.She,a monogamist,regretted the cessation of some of life's innocent odours;he,whose instincts were polygamous,felt morally braced by the change,and less liable to the temptations that had assailed him in the past.

They spent their honeymoon near Innsbruck.

Henry knew of a reliable hotel there,and Margaret hoped for a meeting with her sister.In this she was disappointed.As they came south,Helen retreated over the Brenner,and wrote an unsatisfactory postcard from the shores of the Lake of Garda,saying that her plans were uncertain and had better be ignored.Evidently she disliked meeting Henry.

Two months are surely enough to accustom an outsider to a situation which a wife has accepted in two days,and Margaret had again to regret her sister's lack of self-control.In a long letter she pointed out the need of charity in sexual matters:so little is known about them;it is hard enough for those who are personally touched to judge;then how futile must be the verdict of Society."I don't say there is no standard,for that would destroy morality;only that there can be no standard until our impulses are classified and better understood."Helen thanked her for her kind letter--rather a curious reply.She moved south again,and spoke of wintering in Naples.

Mr.Wilcox was not sorry that the meeting failed.

Helen left him time to grow skin over his wound.There were still moments when it pained him.Had he only known that Margaret was awaiting him--Margaret,so lively and intelligent,and yet so submissive--he would have kept himself worthier of her.Incapable of grouping the past,he confused the episode of Jacky with another episode that had taken place in the days of his bachelorhood.The two made one crop of wild oats,for which he was heartily sorry,and he could not see that those oats are of a darker stock which are rooted in another's dishonour.Unchastity and infidelity were as confused to him as to the Middle Ages,his only moral teacher.Ruth (poor old Ruth!)did not enter into his calculations at all,for poor old Ruth had never found him out.

His affection for his present wife grew steadily.

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