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第46章

The details of Harriet's crime were never known.In her illness she spoke more of the inlaid box that she lent to Lilia--lent, not given--than of recent troubles.It was clear that she had gone prepared for an interview with Gino, and finding him out, she had yielded to a grotesque temptation.But how far this was the result of ill-temper, to what extent she had been fortified by her religion, when and how she had met the poor idiot--these questions were never answered, nor did they interest Philip greatly.Detection was certain: they would have been arrested by the police of Florence or Milan, or at the frontier.As it was, they had been stopped in a simpler manner a few miles out of the town.

As yet he could scarcely survey the thing.

It was too great.Round the Italian baby who had died in the mud there centred deep passions and high hopes.People had been wicked or wrong in the matter; no one save himself had been trivial.Now the baby had gone, but there remained this vast apparatus of pride and pity and love.For the dead, who seemed to take away so much, really take with them nothing that is ours.The passion they have aroused lives after them, easy to transmute or to transfer, but well-nigh impossible to destroy.And Philip knew that he was still voyaging on the same magnificent, perilous sea, with the sun or the clouds above him, and the tides below.

The course of the moment--that, at all events, was certain.He and no one else must take the news to Gino.It was easy to talk of Harriet's crime--easy also to blame the negligent Perfetta or Mrs.Herriton at home.Every one had contributed--even Miss Abbott and Irma.If one chose, one might consider the catastrophe composite or the work of fate.But Philip did not so choose.It was his own fault, due to acknowledged weakness in his own character.Therefore he, and no one else, must take the news of it to Gino.

Nothing prevented him.Miss Abbott was engaged with Harriet, and people had sprung out of the darkness and were conducting them towards some cottage.Philip had only to get into the uninjured carriage and order the driver to return.He was back at Monteriano after a two hours' absence.Perfetta was in the house now, and greeted him cheerfully.Pain, physical and mental, had made him stupid.

It was some time before he realized that she had never missed the child.

Gino was still out.The woman took him to the reception-room, just as she had taken Miss Abbott in the morning, and dusted a circle for him on one of the horsehair chairs.But it was dark now, so she left the guest a little lamp.

"I will be as quick as I can," she told him.

"But there are many streets in Monteriano; he is sometimes difficult to find.I could not find him this morning.""Go first to the Caffè Garibaldi," said Philip, remembering that this was the hour appointed by his friends of yesterday.

He occupied the time he was left alone not in thinking--there was nothing to think about; he simply had to tell a few facts--but in trying to make a sling for his broken arm.The trouble was in the elbow-joint, and as long as he kept this motionless he could go on as usual.But inflammation was beginning, and the slightest jar gave him agony.

The sling was not fitted before Gino leapt up the stairs, crying--"So you are back! How glad I am! We are all waiting--"Philip had seen too much to be nervous.In low, even tones he told what had happened; and the other, also perfectly calm, heard him to the end.In the silence Perfetta called up that she had forgotten the baby's evening milk; she must fetch it.When she had gone Gino took up the lamp without a word, and they went into the other room.

"My sister is ill," said Philip, "and Miss Abbott is guiltless.I should be glad if you did not have to trouble them."Gino had stooped down by the way, and was feeling the place where his son had lain.Now and then he frowned a little and glanced at Philip.

"It is through me," he continued."It happened because I was cowardly and idle.I have come to know what you will do."Gino had left the rug, and began to pat the table from the end, as if he was blind.The action was so uncanny that Philip was driven to intervene.

"Gently, man, gently; he is not here."

He went up and touched him on the shoulder.

He twitched away, and began to pass his hands over things more rapidly--over the table, the chairs, the entire floor, the walls as high as he could reach them.Philip had not presumed to comfort him.But now the tension was too great--he tried.

"Break down, Gino; you must break down.Scream and curse and give in for a little; you must break down."There was no reply, and no cessation of the sweeping hands.

"It is time to be unhappy.Break down or you will be ill like my sister.You will go--"The tour of the room was over.He had touched everything in it except Philip.Now he approached him.He face was that of a man who has lost his old reason for life and seeks a new one.

"Gino!"

He stopped for a moment; then he came nearer.

Philip stood his ground.

"You are to do what you like with me, Gino.

Your son is dead, Gino.He died in my arms, remember.It does not excuse me; but he did die in my arms."The left hand came forward, slowly this time.

It hovered before Philip like an insect.Then it descended and gripped him by his broken elbow.

Philip struck out with all the strength of his other arm.Gino fell to the blow without a cry or a word.

"You brute!" exclaimed the Englishman."Kill me if you like! But just you leave my broken arm alone."Then he was seized with remorse, and knelt beside his adversary and tried to revive him.He managed to raise him up, and propped his body against his own.He passed his arm round him.

Again he was filled with pity and tenderness.He awaited the revival without fear, sure that both of them were safe at last.

Gino recovered suddenly.His lips moved.

For one blessed moment it seemed that he was going to speak.But he scrambled up in silence, remembering everything, and he made not towards Philip, but towards the lamp.

"Do what you like; but think first--"

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