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Mr.Babcock frowned and winced.And it must be added that this was, for Newman, an unusually metaphysical flight; but in passing through Milan he had taken a great fancy to the painter.

"There you are again!" said Mr.Babcock."Yes, we had better separate."And on the morrow he retraced his steps and proceeded to tone down his impressions of the great Lombard artist.

A few days afterwards Newman received a note from his late companion which ran as follows:--My Dear Mr.Newman,--I am afraid that my conduct at Venice, a week ago, seemed to you strange and ungrateful, and Iwish to explain my position, which, as I said at the time, I do not think you appreciate.I had long had it on my mind to propose that we should part company, and this step was not really so abrupt as it seemed.In the first place, you know, I am traveling in Europe on funds supplied by my congregation, who kindly offered me a vacation and an opportunity to enrich my mind with the treasures of nature and art in the Old World.

I feel, therefore, as if I ought to use my time to the very best advantage.I have a high sense of responsibility.

You appear to care only for the pleasure of the hour, and you give yourself up to it with a violence which Iconfess I am not able to emulate.I feel as if I must arrive at some conclusion and fix my belief on certain points.

Art and life seem to me intensely serious things, and in our travels in Europe we should especially remember the immense seriousness of Art.You seem to hold that if a thing amuses you for the moment, that is all you need ask for it, and your relish for mere amusement is also much higher than mine.

You put, however, a kind of reckless confidence into your pleasure which at times, I confess, has seemed to me--shall I say it?--almost cynical.Your way at any rate is not my way, and it is unwise that we should attempt any longer to pull together.

And yet, let me add that I know there is a great deal to be said for your way; I have felt its attraction, in your society, very strongly.But for this I should have left you long ago.

But I was so perplexed.I hope I have not done wrong.

I feel as if I had a great deal of lost time to make up.

I beg you take all this as I mean it, which, Heaven knows, is not invidiously.I have a great personal esteem for you and hope that some day, when I have recovered my balance, we shall meet again.I hope you will continue to enjoy your travels, only DO remember that Life and Art ARE extremely serious.

Believe me your sincere friend and well-wisher,BENJAMIN BABCOCKP.S.I am greatly perplexed by Luini.

This letter produced in Newman's mind a singular mixture of exhilaration and awe.At first, Mr.Babcock's tender conscience seemed to him a capital farce, and his traveling back to Milan only to get into a deeper muddle appeared, as the reward of his pedantry, exquisitely and ludicrously just.

Then Newman reflected that these are mighty mysteries, that possibly he himself was indeed that baleful and barely mentionable thing, a cynic, and that his manner of considering the treasures of art and the privileges of life was probably very base and immoral.

Newman had a great contempt for immorality, and that evening, for a good half hour, as he sat watching the star-sheen on the warm Adriatic, he felt rebuked and depressed.He was at a loss how to answer Babcock's letter.His good nature checked his resenting the young minister's lofty admonitions, and his tough, inelastic sense of humor forbade his taking them seriously.

He wrote no answer at all but a day or two afterward he found in a curiosity shop a grotesque little statuette in ivory, of the sixteenth century, which he sent off to Babcock without a commentary.It represented a gaunt, ascetic-looking monk, in a tattered gown and cowl, kneeling with clasped hands and pulling a portentously long face.It was a wonderfully delicate piece of carving, and in a moment, through one of the rents of his gown, you espied a fat capon hung round the monk's waist.

In Newman's intention what did the figure symbolize?

Did it mean that he was going to try to be as "high-toned" as the monk looked at first, but that he feared he should succeed no better than the friar, on a closer inspection, proved to have done?

It is not supposable that he intended a satire upon Babcock's own asceticism, for this would have been a truly cynical stroke.

He made his late companion, at any rate, a very valuable little present.

Newman, on leaving Venice, went through the Tyrol to Vienna, and then returned westward, through Southern Germany.

The autumn found him at Baden-Baden, where he spent several weeks.

The place was charming, and he was in no hurry to depart;besides, he was looking about him and deciding what to do for the winter.His summer had been very full, and he sat under the great trees beside the miniature river that trickles past the Baden flower-beds, he slowly rummaged it over.

He had seen and done a great deal, enjoyed and observed a great deal; he felt older, and yet he felt younger too.

He remembered Mr.Babcock and his desire to form conclusions, and he remembered also that he had profited very little by his friend's exhortation to cultivate the same respectable habit.

Could he not scrape together a few conclusions? Baden-Baden was the prettiest place he had seen yet, and orchestral music in the evening, under the stars, was decidedly a great institution.

This was one of his conclusions! But he went on to reflect that he had done very wisely to pull up stakes and come abroad;this seeing of the world was a very interesting thing.

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