They commended his munificence and approved his taste, and in doing so sat down, as it seemed to Strether, in the very soil out of which these things flowered.Our friend's final predicament was that he himself was sitting down, for the time, WITH them, and there was a supreme moment at which, compared with his collapse, Waymarsh's erectness affected him as really high.One thing was certain--he saw he must make up his mind.He must approach Chad, must wait for him, deal with him, master him, but he mustn't dispossess himself of the faculty of seeing things as they were.He must bring him to HIM--not go himself, as it were, so much of the way.He must at any rate be clearer as to what--should he continue to do that for convenience--he was still condoning.It was on the detail of this quantity--and what could the fact be but mystifying?-that Bilham and Miss Barrace threw so little light.So there they were.
II
When Miss Gostrey arrived, at the end of a week, she made him a sign; he went immediately to see her, and it wasn't till then that he could again close his grasp on the idea of a corrective.
This idea however was luckily all before him again from the moment he crossed the threshold of the little entresol of the Quartier Marboeuf into which she had gathered, as she said, picking them up in a thousand flights and funny little passionate pounces, the makings of a final nest.He recognised in an instant that there really, there only, he should find the boon with the vision of which he had first mounted Chad's stairs.He might have been a little scared at the picture of how much more, in this place, he should know himself "in" hadn't his friend been on the spot to measure the amount to his appetite.Her compact and crowded little chambers, almost dusky, as they at first struck him, with accumulations, represented a supreme general adjustment to opportunities and conditions.Wherever he looked he saw an old ivory or an old brocade, and he scarce knew where to sit for fear of a misappliance.The life of the occupant struck him of a sudden as more charged with possession even than Chad's or than Miss Barrace's; wide as his glimpse had lately become of the empire of "things," what was before him still enlarged it; the lust of the eyes and the pride of life had indeed thus their temple.It was the innermost nook of the shrine--as brown as a pirate's cave.In the brownness were glints of gold; patches of purple were in the gloom; objects all that caught, through the muslin, with their high rarity, the light of the low windows.
Nothing was clear about them but that they were precious, and they brushed his ignorance with their contempt as a flower, in a liberty taken with him, might have been whisked under his nose.
But after a full look at his hostess he knew none the less what most concerned him.The circle in which they stood together was warm with life, and every question between them would live there as nowhere else.A question came up as soon as they had spoken, for his answer, with a laugh, was quickly: "Well, they've got hold of me!" Much of their talk on this first occasion was his development of that truth.He was extraordinarily glad to see her, expressing to her frankly what she most showed him, that one might live for years without a blessing unsuspected, but that to know it at last for no more than three days was to need it or miss it for ever.She was the blessing that had now become his need, and what could prove it better than that without her he had lost himself?
"What do you mean?" she asked with an absence of alarm that, correcting him as if he had mistaken the "period" of one of her pieces, gave him afresh a sense of her easy movement through the maze he had but begun to tread."What in the name of all the Pococks have you managed to do?""Why exactly the wrong thing.I've made a frantic friend of little Bilham.""Ah that sort of thing was of the essence of your case and to have been allowed for from the first." And it was only after this that, quite as a minor matter, she asked who in the world little Bilham might be.When she learned that he was a friend of Chad's and living for the time in Chad's rooms in Chad's absence, quite as if acting in Chad's spirit and serving Chad's cause, she showed, however, more interest."Should you mind my seeing him?
Only once, you know," she added.
"Oh the oftener the better: he's amusing--he's original.""He doesn't shock you?" Miss Gostrey threw out.
"Never in the world! We escape that with a perfection--! I feel it to be largely, no doubt, because I don't half-understand him;but our modus vivendi isn't spoiled even by that.You must dine with me to meet him," Strether went on."Then you'll see.'
"Are you giving dinners?"
"Yes--there I am.That's what I mean."
All her kindness wondered."That you're spending too much money?""Dear no--they seem to cost so little.But that I do it to THEM.
I ought to hold off."
She thought again--she laughed."The money you must be spending to think it cheap! But I must be out of it--to the naked eye."He looked for a moment as if she were really failing him."Then you won't meet them?" It was almost as if she had developed an unexpected personal prudence.
She hesitated."Who are they--first?"
"Why little Bilham to begin with." He kept back for the moment Miss Barrace."And Chad--when he comes--you must absolutely see.""When then does he come?"
"When Bilham has had time to write him, and hear from him about me.Bilham, however," he pursued, "will report favourably--favourably for Chad.That will make him not afraid to come.Iwant you the more therefore, you see, for my bluff.""Oh you'll do yourself for your bluff." She was perfectly easy.
"At the rate you've gone I'm quiet."
"Ah but I haven't," said Strether, "made one protest."She turned it over."Haven't you been seeing what there's to protest about?"He let her, with this, however ruefully, have the whole truth."Ihaven't yet found a single thing."
"Isn't there any one WITH him then?"
