登陆注册
14725100000064

第64章 SELF-CONTROL.(10)

When Audley, the famous annuity-monger of the sixteenth century, was asked the value of an office which he had purchased in the Court of Wards, he replied:- "Some thousands to any one who wishes to get to heaven immediately; twice as much to him who does not mind being in purgatory; and nobody knows what to him who is not afraid of the devil."Sir Walter Scott was a man who was honest to the core of his nature and his strenuous and determined efforts to pay his debts, or rather the debts of the firm with which he had become involved, has always appeared to us one of the grandest things in biography.

When his publisher and printer broke down, ruin seemed to stare him in the face. There was no want of sympathy for him in his great misfortune, and friends came forward who offered to raise money enough to enable him to arrange with his creditors. "No!

"said he, proudly; "this right hand shall work it all off!" "If we lose everything else," he wrote to a friend, "we will at least keep our honour unblemished." (17) While his health was already becoming undermined by overwork, he went on "writing like a tiger," as he himself expressed it, until no longer able to wield a pen; and though he paid the penalty of his supreme efforts with his life, he nevertheless saved his honour and his self-respect.

Everybody knows bow Scott threw off 'Woodstock,' the 'Life of Napoleon' (which he thought would be his death (18)), articles for the 'Quarterly,' 'Chronicles of the Canongate,' 'Prose Miscellanies,' and 'Tales of a Grandfather'--all written in the midst of pain, sorrow, and ruin. The proceeds of those various works went to his creditors. "I could not have slept sound," he wrote, "as I now can, under the comfortable impression of receiving the thanks of my creditors, and the conscious feeling of discharging my duty as a man of honour and honesty. I see before me a long, tedious, and dark path, but it leads to stainless reputation. If I die in the harrows, as is very likely, I shall die with honour. If I achieve my task, I shall have the thanks of all concerned, and the approbation of my own conscience." (19)And then followed more articles, memoirs, and even sermons--'The Fair Maid of Perth,' a completely revised edition of his novels, 'Anne of Geierstein,' and more 'Tales of a Grandfather'--until he was suddenly struck down by paralysis. But he had no sooner recovered sufficient strength to be able to hold a pen, than we find him again at his desk writing the 'Letters on Demonology and Witchcraft,' a volume of Scottish History for 'Lardner's Cyclopaedia,' and a fourth series of 'Tales of a Grandfather' in his French History. In vain his doctors told him to give up work;he would not be dissuaded. "As for bidding me not work," he said to Dr. Abercrombie, "Molly might just as well put the kettle on the fire and say, 'Now, kettle, don't boil;'" to which he added, "If I were to be idle I should go mad!"By means of the profits realised by these tremendous efforts, Scott saw his debts in course of rapid diminution, and he trusted that, after a few more years' work, he would again be a free man.

But it was not to be. He went on turning out such works as his 'Count Robert of Paris' with greatly impaired skill, until he was prostrated by another and severer attack of palsy. He now felt that the plough was nearing the end of the furrow; his physical strength was gone; he was "not quite himself in all things," and yet his courage and perseverance never failed. "I have suffered terribly," he wrote in his Diary, "though rather in body than in mind, and I often wish I could lie down and sleep without waking.

But I WILL FIGHT IT OUT IF I CAN." He again recovered sufficiently to be able to write 'Castle Dangerous,' though the cunning of the workman's hand had departed. And then there was his last tour to Italy in search of rest and health, during which, while at Naples, in spite of all remonstrances, he gave several hours every morning to the composition of a new novel, which, however, has not seen the light.

Scott returned to Abbotsford to die. "I have seen much," he said on his return, "but nothing like my own house--give me one turn more." One of the last things he uttered, in one of his lucid intervals, was worthy of him. "I have been," he said, "perhaps the most voluminous author of my day, and it IS a comfort to me to think that I have tried to unsettle no man's faith, to corrupt no man's principles, and that I have written nothing which on my deathbed I should wish blotted out." His last injunction to his son-in-law was: "Lockhart, I may have but a minute to speak to you. My dear, be virtuous--be religious--be a good man.

Nothing else will give you any comfort when you come to lie here."The devoted conduct of Lockhart himself was worthy of his great relative. The 'Life of Scott,' which he afterwards wrote, occupied him several years, and was a remarkably successful work.

Yet he himself derived no pecuniary advantage from it; handing over the profits of the whole undertaking to Sir Walter's creditors in payment of debts which he was in no way responsible, but influenced entirely by a spirit of honour, of regard for the memory of the illustrious dead.

NOTES

(1) 'Social Statics,' p. 185.

同类推荐
热门推荐
  • 王子暗恋成宠

    王子暗恋成宠

    迷迷糊糊的苏沫珞为了赶着去接机竟然真的被沈悦的乌鸦嘴说中!眼看着就要华丽丽的扑街了,突然冒出一个像天使般干净的男生出手相救……更让她没想到的是,堂姐的归来会让她和他的世界一下子拉近成负距离,此后,情窦初开,一颗芳心尽失。他说,暗恋你三年,每天都在等你上下课,等着你从我的窗台经过。终于有一天把你抱在了怀里。苏沫珞不可思议的反问,男生不都喜欢堂姐那样的女神吗?为什么你会喜欢上我?答曰:喜欢女神的都是屌丝,可我是大神!
  • 异之主宰

    异之主宰

    在这里没有可以通天彻地的修真者,但不要以为这片天地没了精彩。因为这里有可以辟地的武者,开天的异能者,凡人亦可以拥有力量一自由者。只要这片天地还在,精彩亦永在。
  • 我的巫师生涯

    我的巫师生涯

    简单的说在巫师世界里挣扎的故事。繁琐的讲是一个程序猿在巫师世界里利用他的本职工作一步一步变强的故事。巫师、晨星强者、月华殿下、曦日王座、宙海大能,陈峰一步一步踏上巅峰........喜欢巫师的一起来看看吧!
  • 绝迹浮生

    绝迹浮生

    什么是正邪、什么是对错、何为天道?何为魔道?我不知道,也不想明了。我只想完成心里的小小愿望,为此我能在刺骨寒冰、烈焰烧身中强忍修习,能为之付出一切。原以为这一生都会如此,宁静山村,那一眼回眸,却不想让一切脱离了轨迹,我欲回头却为时已晚,我欲收手却大错以成,我欲与之白头偕老却只能你死我亡。
  • 以王之命

    以王之命

    未来战争加上一点幻想玄幻,男主复仇皇族内战总之很有看点
  • 余生,囚你无期

    余生,囚你无期

    民国军阀混战时期,一场家族纷争,让年幼的富豪之女陈若兰(柳菲菲)沦落街头,幸福的生活在一夕之间倾落。陈若兰(艾草)被班主收养,华丽蜕变,成为一代名旦,邂逅军阀少帅江少华,奈何青梅竹马却不相识,利用,阴谋,危机,伤害,在这风雨飘摇的大上海,化成一柄柄利剑,相爱却不能相守,陪伴却不能长久,一段善与恶,爱与恨的情感交错就此拉开帷幕……
  • 废材三小姐,神帝驭兽妃

    废材三小姐,神帝驭兽妃

    一代傲娇女特工魂穿了,这是一个弱肉强食的九玄大陆,九玄大陆之上还有高级位面。三小姐傲娇?没事,有个大神挡着!三小姐目中无人?没事,只要她不得罪咱至高无上的神帝陛下便好!三小姐不是人?没事,她已经是神了!三小姐后悔嫁给神帝陛下了?事情可大着!你不嫁也得嫁!神帝陛下骗婚?证明他爱你!咱一代阴险神帝咸鱼翻身不再是那个单身狗了!萌娃忽然出现,“娘亲~今晚我要和你睡~”某男耸肩,“今晚,你爹爹预定了~”
  • 最强废材

    最强废材

    自从被玉片分裂了人格,他从小天资聪颖,长大后却碌碌无为;人格回归想通后,他无财无势,却左右逢源;他贪玩享乐,身周却美女如云。对于一个现实的世界来说,如此荒唐的事情简直就是一个奇葩,从负债累累到世界第一富豪,王宁彗星般的崛起人称华夏奇迹!一片神秘的玉片改变了他的一生。本书也将为读者们揭开神秘的商场黑武士面纱。求点击、求推荐,求收藏,各种求。
  • 棋子

    棋子

    她,尝尽人生百味,沧海桑田后,蓦然回首,依然迷茫;他,冷傲绝情,邪魅残忍,欲坐拥天下,但却孤寂茫然。一场荒谬的穿越,她成为他的女儿,也是他手中的棋子,命运让两个感情的初学者相遇,伤害成为他们间唯一的交流,为了妹妹,她助他成就霸业,当妹妹的幸福在即时,当他权倾天下时,她再次选择了飘逝,但她的香消玉碎,却造就了一代嗜血的暴君,欲要天下人为她陪葬……
  • 情意绵绵:百里购情处

    情意绵绵:百里购情处

    她,是一介妖女,身上担着的,是拯救妖族命运的齿轮他,是上古家族唯一血脉,不为抱负志愿,只有随心所欲她,愿意牺牲自己与家族护他周全,愿意背叛主子,求他安康他,愿意放弃他的随心所欲与她完成大业,愿意放弃身份,换她生命相爱的人为什么不能在一起?只叫人心痛失情