There were the river, the meadows, and the little wood, painted in colours far brighter than the tapestry.Never was such bloom of green or such depth of blue.But there was a difference.No lance or plume projected from the corner.The traveller had emerged from cover, and was walking waist-deep in the lush grasses.He was a thin, nondescript pilgrim, without arms save a great staff like the crozier of a Bishop.Philip was disappointed in him and preferred the invisible knight, but the wood was all he had desired.It was indeed a blessed place, and the old scribe had known it, for a scroll of gold hung above it with the words "Sylva Vitae."At the age of ten the boy had passed far beyond Father Ambrose, and was sucking the Abbey dry of its learning, like some second Abelard.In the cloisters of Montmirail were men who had a smattering of the New Knowledge, about which Italy had gone mad, and, by the munificence of the Countess Catherine, copies had been made by the Italian stationarii of some of the old books of Rome which the world had long forgotten.In the Abbey library, among a waste of antiphonaries and homilies and monkish chronicles, were to be found texts of Livy and Lucretius and the letters of Cicero.Philip was already a master of Latin, writing it with an elegance worthy of Niccolo the Florentine.At fourteen he entered the college of Robert of Sorbonne, but found little charm in its scholastic pedantry.But in the capital he learned the Greek tongue from a Byzantine, the elder Lascaris, and copied with his own hand a great part of Plato and Aristotle.His thirst grew with every draught of the new vintage.To Pavia he went and sat at the feet of Lorenzo Vallo.The company of Pico della Mirandola at Florence sealed him of the Platonic school, and like his master he dallied with mysteries and had a Jew in his house to teach him Hebrew that he might find a way of reconciling the Scriptures and the classics, the Jew and the Greek.From the verses which he wrote at this time, beautifully turned hexameters with a certain Lucretian cadence, it is clear that his mind was like Pico's, hovering about the borderland of human knowledge, clutching at the eternally evasive.Plato's Banquet was his gospel, where the quest of truth did not lack the warmth of desire.Only a fragment remains now of the best of his poems, that which earned the praise of Ficino and the great Lorenzo, and it is significant that the name of the piece was "The Wood of Life."At twenty Philip returned to Beaumanoir after long wanderings.He was the perfect scholar who had toiled at books and not less at the study of mankind.But his well-knit body and clear eyes showed no marks of bookishness, and Italy had made him a swordsman.A somewhat austere young man, he had kept himself unspotted in the rotting life of the Italian courts, and though he had learned from them suavity had not lost his simplicity.But he was more aloof than ever.There was little warmth in the grace of his courtesy, and his eyes were graver than before.It seemed that they had found much, but had had no joy of it, and that they were still craving.It was a disease of the time and men called it aegritudo."No saint," the aged Ambrose told the Countess."Virtuous, indeed, but not with the virtue of the religious.He will never enter the Church.He has drunk at headier streams." The Countess was nearing her end.All her days, for a saint, she had been a shrewd observer of life, but with the weakening of her body's strength she had sunk into the ghostly world which the Church devised as an ante-room to immortality.Her chamber was thronged with lean friars like shadows.To her came the Bishop of Beauvais, once a star of the Court, but now in his age a grim watch-dog of the Truth.To him she spoke of her hopes for Philip.
"An Italianate scholar!" cried the old man."None such shall pollute the Church with my will.They are beguiled by such baubles as the holy Saint Gregory denounced, poetarum figmenta sive deliramenta.If your grandson, madame, is to enter the service of God he must renounce these pagan follies."The Bishop went, but his words remained.In the hour of her extremity the vision of Catherine was narrowed to a dreadful antagonism of light and darkness--God and Antichrist--the narrow way of salvation and a lost world.
She was obsessed by the peril of her darling.Her last act must be to pluck him from his temptress.Her mood was fanned by the monks who surrounded her, narrow men whose honesty made them potent.
The wan face on the bed moved Philip deeply.Tenderness filled his heart, and a great sense of alienation, for the dying woman spoke a tongue he had forgotten.Their two worlds were divided by a gulf which affection could not bridge.She spoke not with her own voice but with that of her confessors when she pled with him to do her wishes.
"I have lived long," she said, "and know that the bread of this world is ashes.There is no peace but in God.You have always been the child of my heart, Philip, and I cannot die at ease till I am assured of your salvation....I have the prevision that from me a saint shall be born.
It is God's plain commandment to you.Obey, and I go to Him with a quiet soul."For a moment he was tempted.Surely it was a little thing this, to gladden the dying.The rich Abbey of Montmirail was his for the taking, and where would a scholar's life be more happily lived than among its cool cloisters?
A year ago, when he had been in the mood of seeing all contraries but as degrees in an ultimate truth, he might have assented.But in that dim chamber, with burning faces around him and the shadow of death overhead, he discovered in himself a new scrupulousness.It was the case of Esau; he was bidden sell his birthright for pottage, and affection could not gloze over the bargain.
"I have no vocation," he said sadly."I would fain do the will of God, but God must speak His will to each heart, and He does not speak thus to me."There was that in the words which woke a far-away memory of her girlhood.
