登陆注册
14363600000014

第14章

The fever of passion which possessed Theodore made a year fly over the young couple without a single cloud to dim the blue sky under which they lived. Life did not hang heavy on the lovers' hands. Theodore lavished on every day inexhaustible /fioriture/ of enjoyment, and he delighted to vary the transports of passion by the soft languor of those hours of repose when souls soar so high that they seem to have forgotten all bodily union. Augustine was too happy for reflection;she floated on an undulating tide of rapture; she thought she could not do enough by abandoning herself to sanctioned and sacred married love; simple and artless, she had no coquetry, no reserves, none of the dominion which a worldly-minded girl acquires over her husband by ingenious caprice; she loved too well to calculate for the future, and never imagined that so exquisite a life could come to an end. Happy in being her husband's sole delight, she believed that her inextinguishable love would always be her greatest grace in his eyes, as her devotion and obedience would be a perennial charm. And, indeed, the ecstasy of love had made her so brilliantly lovely that her beauty filled her with pride, and gave her confidence that she could always reign over a man so easy to kindle as Monsieur de Sommervieux. Thus her position as a wife brought her no knowledge but the lessons of love.

In the midst of her happiness, she was still the simple child who had lived in obscurity in the Rue Saint-Denis, and who never thought of acquiring the manners, the information, the tone of the world she had to live in. Her words being the words of love, she revealed in them, no doubt, a certain pliancy of mind and a certain refinement of speech; but she used the language common to all women when they find themselves plunged in passion, which seems to be their element. When, by chance, Augustine expressed an idea that did not harmonize with Theodore's, the young artist laughed, as we laugh at the first mistakes of a foreigner, though they end by annoying us if they are not corrected.

In spite of all this love-making, by the end of this year, as delightful as it was swift, Sommervieux felt one morning the need for resuming his work and his old habits. His wife was expecting their first child. He saw some friends again. During the tedious discomforts of the year when a young wife is nursing an infant for the first time, he worked, no doubt, with zeal, but he occasionally sought diversion in the fashionable world. The house which he was best pleased to frequent was that of the Duchesse de Carigliano, who had at last attracted the celebrated artist to her parties. When Augustine was quite well again, and her boy no longer required the assiduous care which debars a mother from social pleasures, Theodore had come to the stage of wishing to know the joys of satisfied vanity to be found in society by a man who shows himself with a handsome woman, the object of envy and admiration.

To figure in drawing-rooms with the reflected lustre of her husband's fame, and to find other women envious of her, was to Augustine a new harvest of pleasures; but it was the last gleam of conjugal happiness.

She first wounded her husband's vanity when, in spite of vain efforts, she betrayed her ignorance, the inelegance of her language, and the narrowness of her ideas. Sommervieux's nature, subjugated for nearly two years and a half by the first transports of love, now, in the calm of less new possession, recovered its bent and habits, for a while diverted from their channel. Poetry, painting, and the subtle joys of imagination have inalienable rights over a lofty spirit. These cravings of a powerful soul had not been starved in Theodore during these two years; they had only found fresh pasture. As soon as the meadows of love had been ransacked, and the artist had gathered roses and cornflowers as the children do, so greedily that he did not see that his hands could hold no more, the scene changed. When the painter showed his wife the sketches for his finest compositions he heard her exclaim, as her father had done, "How pretty!" This tepid admiration was not the outcome of conscientious feeling, but of her faith on the strength of love.

Augustine cared more for a look than for the finest picture. The only sublime she knew was that of the heart. At last Theodore could not resist the evidence of the cruel fact--his wife was insensible to poetry, she did not dwell in his sphere, she could not follow him in all his vagaries, his inventions, his joys and his sorrows; she walked groveling in the world of reality, while his head was in the skies.

同类推荐
热门推荐
  • 武林风云

    武林风云

    他,一个孤儿,资质聪慧,相貌出众,却遭师兄嫉妒,又因不满师尊做法,离开师门,开始自己的新生活。这是怎样的生活呢?艰苦,处在社会底层的卑贱生活。这一切使他少年早成。后身份暴露,他又被仇人抓去。
  • 天之三殿人殿风云

    天之三殿人殿风云

    天有三殿,一殿谓之天,腾云海之巅,一殿号之地,座轮回之地,一殿称之人,凡之至尊也,然其本为一体。千年之局,席卷万世,然,棋已落,浩劫当起。
  • 财阀二世的宝贝

    财阀二世的宝贝

    一年后的再见他不问原由就逼婚,她羞愤交加,怒道:“你凭什么认为我一定就会嫁给你?!”他眼眸盯着她裸~露~在外颈脖的吻痕,嘴角的邪魅上扬,贴着她的唇将其吻了红肿,说道,“你的名里有我的姓,更何况......宝贝,你不记得,你~身~下~躺着的这张床是谁的吗?!
  • 仙侠奇缘之莫忘初心

    仙侠奇缘之莫忘初心

    她是世间的神,出生时满城鲜花尽数凋零,取名冰灵。他是上清上仙,淡然而带着冰冷的目光,流泄如水如月华。几经波折,冰灵以死让天下恢复安宁,玄宵亦决定以死相随.....
  • 极品万妃:耀世武神

    极品万妃:耀世武神

    本想静静地逃个婚,结果直接给我送重生,你们五一搞促销啊喂!家族恩怨,累及纯真少女,一朝重生,却是相同命运!撕圣旨,抗皇命,劫法场,救爹爹,战火纷飞造就耀世武神!神秘的千寻山,美丽的落雪瀑,还有一只肥嘟嘟的可爱的喵,重生貌似还不错哦!“呜嗷!人家是老虎啦”
  • 网游之血刃

    网游之血刃

    手持血刃,他是令人闻风丧胆的修罗王;卸去繁华,他是令人痴情的开朗少年。一把血刃,屠浮世间喧嚣。劈开了世态的炎凉。唯独斩不断的,是那热血与传奇。手持血刃,挡住千军万马;一夫当关万夫莫开,保护身后红颜!这是传奇,更是热血!
  • 奇葩养成记

    奇葩养成记

    意外发现自己喜欢的歌手,居然是和自己同一个学校的学姐,繁樱表示悲伤辣么大!大神千洛凋零之夏,竟是一只面瘫且有人群恐惧症的矮萝莉!知名网络作家铃妙儿拖稿功力超神,责编表示伤不起啊伤不起!老天啊,快来收了这群奇葩吧!
  • 道士枭雄

    道士枭雄

    一个普普通通的学生萧枭,因为高校长的一己私欲,萧枭竟变成了天山道师。天山是一个迷一般的存在,明明好听的名字幕后却有着不为人知的历史,萧枭为了找回失踪的哥哥和父亲,他毅然决然地踏上了征途……
  • 星辰天书

    星辰天书

    月夜下,碧波前,一道白衣胜雪,长发如墨的身影身披月色,脚踏碧波,随风轻舞,倾倒了世间万物。“我已死去万载岁月,你是万年来唯一一个可以看到我的人,与我神魂相近。你可愿让我附于你身,带我离开这里?”叶尘偶然相遇万年前的一道神女残魂,自此修天书,战人杰,于茫茫天地万道间,踏出了一条不同的路。“一万年了,我几乎已经忘记了自己的名字。你可以叫我……月神。”
  • 谍海之恋:第二梦

    谍海之恋:第二梦

    一个名叫岸田纯子的日本女军官,在一次小小的战役时失忆,阴差阳错地被一个八路军阿龙救了,他们相爱了,可是,有一天,纯子的父亲一直没有放弃寻找女儿的下落,直到有一天,找到了纯子,并且治好了她的病,纯子每晚都梦见与阿龙在一起的快乐时光,而阿龙也一直忘不了她,开始了谍海之恋